Home is just an empty shell to me. It is just a place where i sleep. nobody in this family will think that i am good. maybe i am really just a blacksheep in the family. but do they know what i want? what i do they alway thinks that i am wrong, or even not better to them. is this call family? where is the trust? where is the love? it had already disappeared since i was 13. they say they care, but i don't feel any. Do i really exist in this family? I don't feel any love or care just like last time. I hate it when they say they care yet they know nothing about me. I didnt say you all look down at me. is i felt that i am just nothing to this family. i hate that i have this kind of parent. but i am glad that i am a part of your family. but i am still not your real child after all. finally. the daniu you all know had cried.

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Hihi^^
It me again! Let talk about yesterday first, I will try and make it story.
Yesterday, I was having rashes! damn so itchy! Cant take it. went to Tan Tok Seng Hospital and get a injection! so pain. Then went home blah blah blah then sleep^^

Today, rashes gone. First day of school. Hey you know what? i actually stayed in school for about 1 an ahalf hour! Not bad not bad. Tml must try whole day stay in school! okay then went suntec with teck wai for interview at tapanyaki resturant. After that we went cube, wanted to catch a moive, but no exciting shows for us. so we hang around at cube. then we went home at around 5.30pm? I went to beach rd to buy my shoes. Wooo. 53bucks. so expensive. Well I enjoyed myself today. gonna stop here.


Sign off
Daniu

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Wooohooo(:
Pay Day! I got 600bucks. so little. because i keep absent for my work and went to Jcube play lan=.=
Nvm. at least got money to buy CNY clothes le(: just now went to orchard @313 with dorthy and her family and plus cheng wai. OMG i saw the clothes i want to buy! Pink somemore. my favourite. i am soooo going to buy! Went to Mapherson to slack awhile. Then went home.
Okay shall blog till here. Pay day always sound so sweet(:
Signing off.
Daniu(:
smile smile smile(: (: (:

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woke up at 5.30am. meet yong keong and xiao bai. Then have Breakfast and MRT to Dove MRT station. and took 166 to my work place. actually. today i was suppose to go interview only. but the boss didnt interview me and just hired me. wooohooo. I'm earning $70 per day dude. and getting my pay every 2 weeks. so i would get 1k plus every 2weeks.^^ i am so going to earn my first 5k in my life! but i cant tell you what i am working as. but but!! Its confirm a legal job! and work at 5.15pm bus to macpherson to find dorthy and tan sheng. we had dinner and drink 1 can of beer. reach home le(: going to have a good sleep today. Going to wake up tml at 5am. going to end my post now(: Smile guys( : ( : ( :
Sign off
Daniu(: .

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Happy new year guys.
Went to vivo. meet hanxin, joyce and andrew(:
ate secret recipe! wtf. so expensive. and the food taste almost the same as foodcourt la=.=
then bus to marina. In the end, the bus jam at somewhere near cityhall. so we decide to alight and walk to marina. too many peoples. jam jam jam. everywhere jam. heh): finally we walk till DXO. wait for hanxin's friends and my friends. then i and my friends going other place. so we left them.
andrew bustard went to drink. i and kian wei, guan hao and his one friend went to parklane for Dota!
play 3hrs plus. wtf! 1hr 3dollars for today! so expensive. but we still enjoyed playing(: after that we decide to go home. Just reach home. then came blogging le(:

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