Sunday, May 9, 2010
Home is just an empty shell to me. It is just a place where i sleep. nobody in this family will think that i am good. maybe i am really just a blacksheep in the family. but do they know what i want? what i do they alway thinks that i am wrong, or even not better to them. is this call family? where is the trust? where is the love? it had already disappeared since i was 13. they say they care, but i don't feel any. Do i really exist in this family? I don't feel any love or care just like last time. I hate it when they say they care yet they know nothing about me. I didnt say you all look down at me. is i felt that i am just nothing to this family. i hate that i have this kind of parent. but i am glad that i am a part of your family. but i am still not your real child after all. finally. the daniu you all know had cried.
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